Probably one of the highlights of last year was that I felt that I was drowning inside. I would think that I was slowly drowning and that no one could help me. Everytime I was going deeper I would hear people shouting at me. I felt really lonely.
I locked myself in my room for a few weeks as I couldn’t take seeing my parents as we we’re fighting a lot. I had no one to talk to while I was suffering in silence.
There was horrible thoughts in my head. One thought I had was that I could commit sucide as I was happy with my life. This was one of the may struggles I had.